Monday, September 22, 2008

Book of shadows info

::Book of shadows info::




This originated from a thread entitled, "What to put in a BOS?" at wiccantogether.Ning.Com , a pagan networking site. The original post said:



1. What topics/categories do you have in your book of shadows?




2. How did you know what to put in it?




3. Where did you find the information




4. How do you "protect" it?




5. How long did it take you to finish your first BOS?




6. How do you find enough information to fill several BOS?




7. How did you start your first BOS?




8. Any extras you would like to share







1. I started trying to do one with five different spiral bound notebooks, each representing the five elements. (Well the covers of the ones I happened to come by were red, green, yellow, blue, and black, so that was what i thought of right off.) Then I thought about what each element represented to me and which sorts of things I'd put in each one. For example, the red one, fire, always seemed to represent emotion to me, so I put in there things I felt about certain occurrences, like how I felt about my hand-fasting ceremony. Water, I saw as more of both the formality and the inner workings of something, the details, so I put in there objective outlines, like the set-up of my hand-fasting ceremony, or the blessing I wrote for another book. Green, earth, was obviously (to me) nature, so I filled it with correspondences and things about plants and stones and so forth. Yellow, air, has always been shown to me with information and mental type things, so I put down things I had learned that day.




In the black one, representing spirit, I just wrote down anything that came to my mind about magic or divine or spirituality during the day.


In my other book, which I made myself, I copied down others' works that I felt had significant meaning to me or my path. One of Pete Carrol's essays is in there, for example. I also included drawings that came to my mind at any given time, such as one of a girl (presumably me) with her eyes closed and her third-eye chakra wide open.




2. Anything I felt like putting in it, I did. Anything I thought was vaguely related to magic, I stuck in there. Things that didn't seem "magical" I kept written down in another book, more like a journal, and sometimes I'd see patterns or things like that that seemed magic-related and write down what I'd noticed in whatever section of my BOS.




3. Mostly personal experience, really. You can get stuff from sites and books and write down what you want, but until you actually try whatever they're telling you, or use that particular herb or stone, you're just taking their word for it, and what's right for them might not be right for you. (Of course, my viewpoint is slightly biased, as I'm an eclectic magician.)




4. Really, I don't. That sounds bad, but nobody pokes through my stuff, so I don't feel as though I have a reason to protect them. If I feel I need to hide them, I just stick them in a drawer or in an old suitcase of mine.




5. I haven't yet, heh. I've had a couple different ones started over the years, but it seems I've lost the ones before this "new era" of magic in my life. Sad, but that's the way it goes. Luckily I did manage to hang onto a detailed recollection of my most vivid meditation, which is really cool.




6. Look, read, do. Look at the world around you. Write down what you see. Read as much as you can. Write down what you learn and anything you feel about the work or even the author. (If you OWN a book, it is yours, you can write on it. Later, it's simple to transfer these margin notes to your BOS.) And obviously just DO it! Do your rituals and you spells, work your magic. Then write down what you did, why, what happened, how you felt, and so on.




7. I -hate- to admit this.... but my first one started with a Silver Ravenwolf book. *Braces for the tomatoes* Back in my uber-fluffy stage, I was pretty much in love with Silver's teachings, but I'm going to leave the blame with my mom and cop out with "It's the only thing I could get hold of at the time." Well, she's got these little "activities" at the end of each section in her books -- writing your opinions of stuff, mostly, and later on into it meditating and writing that down. So my first "Book of Shadows" was a yellow legal pad with a few things scratched on it about something I really knew nothing about.




Hell, we all gotta start somewhere.




8. It really helps loads to get in the habit of writing EVERYTHING down. I even go through my school day writing down "this happened this period" or "in this class". That's actually the easy part, 'cause me in my infinite laziness, I allow myself to just put down classwork for that class. But even that's a bad habit to get into, because the goal is to write down EVERYTHING.


Now, obviously, you can't spend every second of the day just writing down what's happening around you. That would be excessively boring, not to mention counter-productive. But it's also good to train yourself to remember everything that happens, so you can write it down later.




Another note is that drawings help loads too. Even if you suck at drawing, sometimes the most basic of sketches can work wonders in helping you to remember, plan, or explain something. I use again the example of my hand-fasting; when we were planning it out, I made a basic sketch of the alter and where everything was to be on it. I'm talking semi-straight lines gone over six times in blue ink pen, and vaguely round circular shapes, and so forth. Skill isn't important, as long as it conveys what you're trying to show.








As a final note; please don't take anything I've said as anything more than my personal ideas and beliefs. Read it, think on it perhaps, and let it go if it doesn't appeal to you. I'm not an authority on anything, and if I ever claim to be, e-slap me. (Unless you meet me in real life, then you can really slap me.)

Friday, September 5, 2008

Back to basics





:: Back to Basics ::







.:: Today we'll be exploring something a little different than before, children. My last two posts have been extreme infodumps, and the opener before that was none-too-specific, was it? I apologize. To display information in such a manner is rude and unseemly, and devalues the information itself. [Although let me tell you how long it took me to linkify the chaos infodump post...] ::






:: Today we start with basic, basic, basic information. My first question is, "what is magic?" and hell, I'll answer it for you too. ::





:: So just what is magic? ::





:: Magic can be defined many ways. I've heard quite a few over my course of research, and will probably hear more before my seeking ends. Most of them all focus on the same thing, however; magic is the manipulation of energy to obtain a certain goal. Magic is the term used for the means to an end where energy and skill are merged with will and allowed to do their work. By "allowed to do their work," I largely mean undisturbed. Many, many practitioners of various types of magic, ranging from witchcraft, to chaos magic, to ceremonial, and even kabbalah; many may all tell you the same thing: the best magic worked is the magic you forget about. In many interpretations of sigil magic, forgetting the sigil is vital to the magic working. The belief is that your subconscious, which will remember everything, can function on a higher level than your conscious mind, and is better adept at focussing your will and energy to a particular task. ::





:: How do you focus energy? How do you work magic? ::





:: There are various ways of doing magic, mostly varying in belief system, invocation, how the energy is raised, and so forth. ::






:: - Belief system & invocation : The reason ways of practice differ here is because those of one faith may not invoke the same deities or other spiritual figures and people who practice a different faith. A Norse reconstructionist would not invoke the Egyptian goddess Bast, for example, mostly because zie would not believe in bast, and so invoking a being that [for that person] doesn't exist, is useless. ::






:: - How energy is raised : This is largely a personal thing which can vary from person to person and from faith to faith accordingly. Some common methods for raising energy include meditation, dancing, drumming, playing of other instruments, masturbation and/or sex, and chanting; but there may be many more. Anything that allows you to feel energy build up and be able to release it in a direction proportional to your will does wonderfully. ::





:: Yeah, yeah, yeah, but how d'ya do it?





:: Usually through a spell or ritual, but not always. Spells are largely complex affairs, and rituals even moreso, but you can raise, focus, and release energy without having to a whole lot of shit. However, spell and ritual are the main focusses of magic-users, so I'll go over those first.::





:: - Spells - ::






:: Spells are generally done to accomplish a certain goal. They may be part of a ritual, but don't have to be. Usually, you'll gather materials necessary for your spell, cast a circle [if your practice dictates that you do so -- more on this later], then follow the steps necessary to state your will, raise energy, and release it to manifest that will. These vary depending on how you raise energy and what the spell is for. Your materials will also be dependent on the purpose of the spell. Why? Well, you're not going to do the same things for a love spell as you would for, say, a banishment spell. [Unless you want to get creative -- you could technically "banish" whatever you felt was obstructing your search for love.] ::





:: This will be continued further later ::.

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Chaos links infodump

.:: Infodump - A post containing nothing but information :



:: This one consists of links : These links deal with chaos magic, my current area of study :




:: http://www.Aepalizage.Com/links/kaos.Html : A page of other links, actually : Have fun with them :



:: http://www.Io.Com/~shub/amc/faq05.html#top : "Rants" and such dealing with chaos/chaos magic :



:: http://www.Templex.Org/chaos.Htm : Deals with items of reference in regards to chaos :



:: http://www.Chaosmatrix.Org/index.Php : Chaos matrix, a leading site on chaos magic :



:: http://www.Chaostatic.Com/ : Chaostatic, ditto :



:: http://discordian.Com/discordian.Html : A site on Discordianism. I'm not 100% sure how it's related to chaos, but I'm under the impression it is. More research on this later.... :



:: http://www.Erowid.Org/experiences/exp.Cgi?New : People take drugs, write down their experiences, and post them on the web for all to see. Highly interesting :



:: http://primordality.Com/table_of_contents.Htm : Mechanical science junk. Very useful to those who work chaos. Scroll down a bit :



:: http://iota.Goetia.Net/news.Php : Another site on all things chaos :



:: http://biroco.Com/kaos/ : An occult magazine dealing with chaos (damned funky spellings...I'll deal with this later) :



:: http://network.Kiamagic.Com/ : Occult networking and info site :



:: http://www.Geocities.Com/kaitwm625/index.Html : Basic chaos intros, etcetera :



:: http://www.Chaosmatrix.Org/library/chaos/texts/liberkkk.Html : Liber KKK by Pete Carroll, who's pretty much credited with kicking off chaos magic in the first place :



:: http://www.Philhine.Org.Uk/writings/ess_mach.Html : Another Pete Carroll essay :



:: http://www.Simoniff.Com/simoniff.Html : Occult site with info on sigils, sai Crowley, and more :



:: http://www.Mookychick.Co.Uk/spirit/magical_sigils.Php : Info on making and using sigils, a prime tool of chaos and other magicians :



:: http://www.Philhine.Org.Uk/index.Html : Phil Hine's site. He's a big contributer to choas magic, theory, etcetera as well :



:: http://www.Meta-religion.Com/HomeEnglish.Htm : Meta religion, a collection of articles on lots of shit religious and spiritual :



:: http://members.Jasnetworks.Net/zotiel/OF/sigil_worksheet.Txt : Another reference on sigil-making. This one looks like a print-out worksheet, kids. Use it as such if you wish. I know I am :



:: http://members.Jasnetworks.Net/zotiel/OF/sigilcreation.Html : Yet another sigil-creation guide. You guys should be experts by now, haha :



:: http://www.Specularium.Org/ : Strange "rebel physics" site. All kinds of science are important for chaos magic, as are many different forms of belief. Info = good :



:: http://www.Ain23.com/topy.Net/library.Html : Library of articles magical :



:: http://www.Frater-svn.Chaosmagic.Com/what-is-QC.Html : Info on chaos/quantum magic :



:: http://www.Boudicca.De/max1-e.Htm : Info on chaos, etcetera. You get the idea by now :



:: http://chaoscurrent.Com/ : chaoscurrent. An ok site on things choatic :



:: http://www.Vampyra.Com/pagan/chaos.Htm : An explanitory essay on chaos. The rest of the site is informative on pagan matters :




:: I realize some of this is occult-based rather than strictly chaos. But knowledge is power. Use it ::.


Monday, August 25, 2008

Hello

::This will be a collection of my thoughts on things most strange....:






:Put on your armour


Ragged after fights


Hold up your sword


You're leaving the light


Make yourself ready


For the lords of the dark


They'll watch your way


To be cautious, quiet and hark...:




::From "Keeper of the Seven Keys" by Helloween::